Thursday, January 15, 2009

A New Day....A New Attitude

I am feeling much better today. I talked it out with my small group last night and today I have a better attitude.
I got a call from my mother's sister last night basically telling me we are calling the nursing home my grandmother is in too much my mom, sister and me. She said the nurses complained because we were calling basically every day and disturbing the nurses. I do not know why she called me. I was trying to figure that out. Maybe because I am a nurse and would think she was telling me the truth? Maybe because she did not want to talk to my mom? I was civil on the phone and hung up with out any pleseantness. It upset me at first I thought here we go the next step of them taking my grandmother away from me. I talked to my mom who said she was going to buy my grandmother a cell phone we could call. I thought after talking to mom I would call occasionally but I would vow to send myt Nana a card, note or some kind of greeting everyweek. That way she could remember everytime she sees it that I love her. That idea made me feel really good so I got together her first package with pictures of the new baby and a card from me. I will send it on Saturday when I can get to the post office; it is a bigger envelope and I want to make sure I get the right postage.

I have a better attitude now. I can not pray for nice things for them right now because the wound is too fresh. I am calmer and do not want to punch anyone today. That is a good first step I think. Praying for them will come in time.

Thank you for all the support! I honest and truely appriciate it!
My son I love you more than words can say. You your sister and your dad are always there for me and I praise the Lord for all of you!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Bryan Again,

I love you too Mom. I'm sure that nurses in nursing homes HATE it when family members call to talk to their loved ones. You know...because nursing homes are packed out with concerned family...They'd probably just rather you forget them there.

Anyway, I'm glad you've changed your attitude. Did Dad have to grab you by the ear? That's how he always changed mine... I'll continue to pray for that situation. I like reading your thoughts by the way. You're a good person Mom. God has done a great thing for you and in you and through you. Don't let the world's ugliness discourage you. I love you and I can't wait to see you soon.

P.S. You can always call. AND Elise put new pictures of Asher on facebook!

mcclellandmama said...

i'm glad you're feeling better too. i love you. can't wait to see you and mr. kev so sooooon!

Donna's Book Nook said...

Becky--I'm glad you're feeling better. It sounds like you have a wonderful son! Blessings on you and your husband and kids. Donna

lookuptoday said...

Hi, I am glad to hear you are feeling better. You have a very wise son. I am going to go take a peek at baby asher. I pray you will continue to feel Gods peace till this storm ends. Dee