HMMMM! Is it morning sickness or just something I ate the night before? Was my blood sugar high because I ate too much the night before? This morning I woke up terribly nauseated and ---. You get the picture. As I sat on the bathroom floor hugging the toilet my husband after checking on me to see if I was OK said. "Maybe its morning sickness and you are pregnant,hahahaha!" After I could move I went back into bed called work because I was supposed to go in a few hours later and told them and also left a message for my boss. That was about 6am, I was due in at 11. I feel back to sleep. About 9am my boss called to check on me; she also joked maybe its morning sickness we will have a shower for you. Ha ha ha I laughed and feel back to sleep after the call. I woke a few hours later actually feeling better. I made a cup of tea and drank it with no problems. Then my crazy old menopausal mind started to wonder........what if I was pregnant??....how would that happen since I have had a hysterectomy???? Why it would be a miracle....that meant if I was pregnant then this child would be a special gift from God......First of all I do not have the parts is that even possible??? Anything is possible with God!! Second I am too old I will be 49 in a few months.....That does not matter to God.....I take medications what if I had a child with a handicap such as downs syndrome??? Well, if God gave me a child with handicaps there would be a reason and I would do what I needed to do......CRAZY TALK!!!!! YOU OLD FOOL!!!
But what if it was not crazy???? I feel perfectly fine now!!!
HMMMMM! Just crazy random thoughts from a menopausal woman who woke up nauseated!