After reading a blog from Rebecca, not me someone else silly, I realized I need to stop feeling sorry for myself. God is Great and He is taking care of me every step of the way in this journey and I need to focus on him and not me! Its Christmas time after all! It is time to worship my Lord and saviour with all I have. Time for me to let the world know what He has done for me! He never promised me a life of leisure; he promised me He would stay with me through whatever this worl d threw at me! And, now its throwing some, for a lack of a better word, crap, um I mean stuff. So I have to duck when I need to look up always and move on. Know that this is all the Lords will and I am supposed to learn something; and not just sit around and whine!
So Merry Christmas to all! I am going to decorate my small apartment and send Christmas cards and celebrate the spirit of Christmas, which is a Christ the Lord who came to die for me and you!